12/4/15 CD1

Ugh. Day 1. In some ways, it's nice to get the next cycle started because it's another chance, but it's also a reminder of all the failed cycles before. This one is hard because last cycle was my last chance before Christmas. This time I should ovulate a few days before Christmas, so I won't be able to test until the first week of January. So that should be a super fun new years completely sober. I also get to enjoy Christmas Eve with a pregnant step daughter. Nothing like a super fertile teenager to bring attention to your own broken body. I already feel like this cycle is a failure. I have no hope for it. Hopefully next year we'll move on to some more aggressive treatments.