10/19/2015

I'm starting the waiting all over again. This is so rough! It's hard to feel psitive because I'm so afraid of being let down again. I'm 99% sure I ovulated Friday evening. At least the intense pains led me to think that! By Saturday, the ovulation tests were negative again. I'm still having some residual tenderness. That concerns me too. I feel like it's another month of late ovulation with eggs that are too big and became cysts. I'll go in on Friday afternoon for blood work to confirm ovulation and see if the numbers are good enough. So for now, I'm just 3DPO with at least another week before I can test. I'm going to get my tarot cards read this weekend, so maybe that will bring some insight-or at least some entertainment.