9/28/15

So not incredibly shocking, but it looks like I'll start taking the femara tomorrow. I left a message with the RE nurse this morning. I'm waiting for her to call back so I can find out if they will do any monitoring, which I think they will. I knew that the odds were not in my favor, but I was still hopeful. Starting my period this time wasn't completely devastating, but still a let down. I've suspected for a while that Becky is pregnant, but now I know for sure. That was a punch in the gut. Or face. Or uterus. I keep telling myself that at least her baby will keep Tina focused on her and maybe less of a bitch to me. But I know Shannon is going to be focused the baby too, which is just heartbreaking to me.