9/23/15 9DPO

it's already been kind of a rough morning. I'm still waiting for the doctor's office to call with the results from my blood work and the plan for next cycle, but i was able to see the results online this morning. My progesterone level was 11.7, which is considerably higher than last time, but not as high as I had hoped. Even though I ovulated late, I had held out hope that I could still be pregnant. But that level is a lot lower than I hoped. And the pregnancy tests keep coming back negative. I keep telling myself it's still very early, but hope is fading fast. I should be happy to be with the new doctor, but I'm still in a funk-and definitely ready to get the next round started! Goal for the day is to be positive and not cry! My boobs are still sore, but clearly some of that was psychosomatic because the pain decreased as soon as I saw the progesterone results.